I won a prize on twitter that came in this morning!
Otherwise, been with the GF, tried to revise (miserably), and uh, I got FFX-X/2 HD on Vita. So that's probably not going to help studying.
woah you actually won a prize on twitter? >___>
err don't take the face the wrong way, it's just that I like, never win in such things and feel like the chances are so low. it's often easy to "enter" in twitter giveaways ("just follow and retweet!") but I've never had any success of course so it's always sort of a "oh yeah, I never win but someone has to actually win, right?" kinda thing. even when someone I know wins, even if it's something small, it's sort of surreal. that's how low the chances feel <____< /pessimisticoutlook
what do you mean by "revise"? some kind of school thing? (I'm guessing I'm either a noob or "to revise" is some sort of thing Europeans say they do that we either don't do or call something else... #CulturalGaps #SociallyInept #OneOrTheOther #ThisIsn'tTwitter #OKSorryI'mDoneNowAfterThisOne)
Oh yeah so I actually kinda wanted to talk about my own past couple of days. Pretty much just going to be my ranting and letting off some steam as I've been feeling especially miserable the past few days, both mentally and physically.
So I wake up sometime Thursday afternoon after sleeping in a bit. However I went to bed late, got my sleep interrupted at least a few times, and it wasn't a great night of sleep in general, so eh. For some reason I decided to fast and so after a short bit of prep stuff I forced myself to start working on an important homework assignment (more like a lab project) for a class. This went on until I broke my fast at sunset, after which I went back to work, and pretty much continued to work until about 2 something AM (idk) though at the end I let myself be distracted by Skype unlike before where I was seriously focusing and only shifted away to like, change music and stuff.
After that I ate a little bit and did some other stuff and finally went to sleep late at night (my sleep schedule was screwed at that point and even though I had fried my brain coding and debugging an assembly project and stuff for several hours, my body itself hadn't really done anything so yeah...). I then slept for a little over an hour I think, and somehow woke up at around 6:15 as I had to do stuff and take my sister to school. After that I tried to crash but my body couldn't (I have a problem where once I'm up, I'm pretty much incapable of falling asleep right away, so even though I was extremely exhausted--I'm not like some people, I can't handle not sleeping like it's nothing--I couldn't fall asleep), so I just did some head brainstorming on a bunch of ideas I've been brewing up. It's... sort of in a weird area right now where I'm thinking it's either for a game or a story but I'm not to the point of actually working on either. Essentially I've got some really complicated fantasy-esque fights going on with special powers and such (think sci-fi sort of stuff and like battles in like Naruto, One Piece, or Hunter x Hunter where it can be highly tactical but actual physical power can also come into play), and I pretty much planned out some characters abilities and the basic outline for an entire story arc and the final battle in that arc... naturally it's epic in my head but the idea was that I'd just fall asleep while thinking about these ideas, I didn't actually write them down or anything (yeah I know I should, whatever, I don't care), sadly it didn't really work until like 9AM or something (I don't even know when I fell asleep again)...
then I had to wake up a couple hours or so later, maybe at like 11:30, give or take 10 minutes? I don't know. I pretty much just forced myself to shower and then had to go out and do various things until I got home. after that I ate a bit and finally started to try to relax. now the day is approaching its end and I *almost* fell asleep but the plan is to force myself to stay awake and then go to sleep early so I can maybe fix my sleep schedule a bit. maybe.
anyhow, tl;dr I've been working and busy a lot and am exhausted and don't even want to play video games at this point because I can't muster the energy. it stinks and I'm running on pure fumes and willpower now. due to being busy, I've also neglected FES, so now I'm forcing myself to post (it's not that I don't enjoy it, I'm just seriously not in the mood to really do anything, typing included...)